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Name: Wraith
Gender: Female


Interests: Role play. Being loved. Sex (virgin I know) and hanging out with my friends (mostly guys since girls PMS)
Expertise: I work manly in vampyre roleplay. I hate modern but I'll do it if my companion can do it well... *sigh* wow this makes no sence.... ^_^
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Member Since: 7/1/2004

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Monday, May 07, 2007

So yeah... its been a while.... I'm graduating in 17 days.... holy crap.... 17 days of still being a child as it were..... I'm freaked out... my last day is the 15th... its nuts.... I'm freaked out.. I mean its... so scary.... and on top of the stress of getting out and actualy being forced to do something with my life I'm being pressed into a 24 hour deadline for this stupid fucking dance concert. I mean shit... yeah I get stuff done with little to no warning... but I'm done.. I'm so fucking done... I mean the stuff I have to build looks like crap because I've have about... 4 days to work on it... 4 fucking days.... shit... its terrible... and looks awful.... I'm so worried....

 

Sarah

 

 

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You'll Rebel to Anything (+ 1 Bonus Track)
By Mindless Self Indulgence
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Saturday, October 28, 2006

Oh Look I'm a Poet!

Buttons

Multi Colored buttons covering her purse

A saying for every day

For good moods and bad

Bright colored and dark

Rainbows and fire

Some say nothing and some say everything

Does she have opinions,

Or are the buttons her voice?

 

A Meeting

There is a girl

her face downcast and sad

her lips in an eternal pout

her eyes watery with unshed tears

her hair greasy with neglect.

 

There is a boy

his head held high and proud

his lips longed after for a kiss

his eyes bright and happy

his hair clean and trimmed

 

They meet

She cries

He Laughs

 

There is a girl

There is a boy

 

Looking Back

Looking at his face,

I wonder why I didn't leave sooner.

 

Hypocritical Love

God loves all his children,

Except you, you and you.

 

The Simplest Things

the lightest touch

against my shoulder

can make my hate

surge back again

 

The slightest glance

into my eyes

can make my desire

flow back

 

the smallest word

into my ears

can make my heart break again.

 

 

Take a guess who some of these poems are about.. tee hee

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Within a Mile of Home
By Flogging Molly
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

NOW GO FORTH AND CONTEMPLATE YOUR NAVEL!

yes well.... ^_^ *looking up at strange title* it made you read yes..? yes.. well I'm in a strange mood.. I had this great morning.. then my good mood crashed, I'm not mad, not sad... hell I'm not even really confused... I feel suddenly empty..... very very empty.... I don't know.. maybe I need to go out and get a life.. hell maybe I could show up in some random church and pray to their god for a few minutes, give up and find somewere else to talk to the gods... yeah.. plurel... (yeah and fuck me sideways about the spelling) I'm strange.... very strange.. and sad... no not sad I already said I'm not sad... I'm just off... very off.... I don't know.... I mean I feel terrible cause I'm pretty sure my sean sean thinks its cause of him.. I don't think its cause of him.... maybe it if.. maybe I'm blocking my thoughts again... hmmm I should get ahold of Ryankins father.... maybe he can do another random reading for me and tell me what the fuck is going on... I could read for myself again.... eh it hasn't been working.. shit I'm loosing my good idea (my faith.. fine whatever you want to call it) ahhck.... *falls over, twitches* eh I just need to center myself.. or at least get a bit focused before school starts.. I mean if I end up in school with this floating blankness I'm not going to get anywere..... DAMNITT..... I'm loosing my mind..... meh.... *stabs self int eh eye* oh well.... whatever


Wednesday, July 19, 2006

MOO.....

Political issues... my ass... Love.. is not an issue that needs to be placed on teh ballot and argued crudely by the insane right. Focus on the Family needs to stop..... here is an idea, Stop child abuse, stop domestic violence, STOP hate.... here stop missquoting Jesus and be like him! Love everyone! *sigh* The gay community was just trying to make a point that what they are doing is not wrong, its not crude, its natural! They were not trying to offend you, just trying to make a point.. but focus has to be offended... they have to come out with WOOF. you know what you are some sick twisted people focus... I hope god does speak to you and you stop putting him on hold..... Listen to god, the godess, whatever you worship... and listen well... no true god will teach hate..... LOVE, LOVE DAMNITT!!!!!


Wednesday, May 17, 2006

This is it

This is it... I have had enough.. I'm so fucking... tired... I don't know.. I should take sean's advice and let it go.. act like I have never heard that name before.... Aaryn.. bastard... the cock whore tried to HIT ME WITH HIS CAR yesterday... can you fucking believe that.. I have been NOTHING but nice to him for at least three months. With small waves smles and hi's nothing else. No flirting no snide remaprcs NOTHING. and the cock tries to run me over... and today right after I got my yearbook I saw him. I kinda did a half bow (its kinda my new informal greeting) and he just walked off saying fuck you.. rather loud. I mean really what the fuck. *deep breath* I swear to god.. I need to get him out of my head and act like I never knew him... never talked to him.. I really should never utter his name again... ever... but I can't help it.. this PRICK has gotten under my skin so bad.. I mean I'm thinking of coming up with a spell to erase him from my mind.. hell if I could do it I would erase any memories of me from his mind.. then maybe he would leave me the fuck alone or at least be nice. Well.... at least I have my friends back.. Morgan and Seira. Sweethearts.... well I g2g more later tonight
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Korn
By Korn
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